today's lunch was the worst lunch i've ever sat thru. we talked about everything under the sun, except that issue. this is how superficial ppl can get. i was all ready to trash things out, but no one brought out the topic. and i hardly exchanged words with like half of the table.
so many things happened within the span of less than a day, its unbelieveable.
and today was the first time i was ever scolded by a friend.
totally stunned when i heard what he said. i was pretty upset on my way home, the more i thought about it the worst i felt. words like these really hurt.
looking back, i regretted not telling him to fuck off. like who the hell does he think he is to talk to me in that manner. i was just too stunned. this whole cg thing is totally out of control. and now i've become the sinner. everything stems from me me and me. if i didn't start this whole thing, none of this would have happened. but i do not think it's all totally my fault? becos who she picks to be in her group has got nothing to do with me wat. knn. friggin pissed. i came home cried n went to numb myself by going to sleep. [haha if i had liquor i would haf guan4 zui4 zi4 ji3!!! but parents are home. HAHA]
and speaking of liquor...steph's bday party last night was damn cool! HAHAHA...we had the whole room to ourselves! haha. the whole thing was pretty funny. i had to bring clothes for grace and so i picked the smallest spag strap i have! HAHA...i think it fits her very well!! [i can't believe i wore something like that b4 haha] and HAHAHA haha. anyway the room hor..can change the music one leh!! to any of the themes inside MOS. and can mute the music and pretend to be DJ!! GOSH!! damn cool. haha. i've never drank so much in my entire life... haha cos we haf to open alot of bottles to spend a certain amount...so all of a sudden...liquor became water. HAHA. realli drink like free one lidat. btw, i love the ribena shots!! HAAH so nice and sweet. but i think those are quite potent. HAHA...and flaming lambo! oh man!! hot hot hot!! i drank so much after grace left i started becoming ataxic! wah the feeling is damn scary! vertigo is indeed scary! haha...later in the night (or morning) i started to haf left hypochondrium pain!! haha...(tummy pain la) i couldn't walk straight. i started thinkig maybe i got BGIT! HAHA. or acute pancreatitis! i was glad i din puke!! haahaa i felt abit of nausea when i reached home...but nv puke. haha..anyway i think steph has cool frens! HAHA...they realli very wild and funny!! coolshits! steph we shud intro ur gay fren to my gay fren! WAHAHAHAH....but then my gay fren is attached. haha okay out of point. thanks for inviting us steph!!!!! hope u enjoyed urself too! love u!
okay new posting starting tmr. good luck to those doing O&G, jia you. to those affected by my decision to change small cg, i sincerely apologise. and now i know wat crap frens i have.
♥Bid Farewell