emed is realli draining, tiring. but oooh!! today i did my first ever urinary catheterisation, and a female one summore!! haaa. i think female is supposed to be harder than male one..anyway ya. finally!! i did it! haha. and i set a perfect plug!! fast and clean. WOOHOO. even the MO praised me. HAHA...im improving by the day!!

despite me complaining so much about the long hours, lack of time to read up etc...guess what! i still manage to make time for gym 3X/week!! haha...i think that'a rather amazing. but gymming makes me happy. endorphins are good. dance classes are therapeutic, takes ur mind off things. i guess wat grace says is true. when i was abit hesitant about taking up the membership.. that if it's important to you, u will make time...there's no such thing as no time..

just like how some days i'd rather forego time spent in the ED to come home to have dinner with my family....or how i'd rather take time off during lunch and go home to have lunch with my relatives at aunt's place today!(haha we had a feast!) after paying respects to our ancestors...it's my grandfather's death anniversary today and we do this every year.

and day after day, i can't help but wish i was in another CG. somehow the frequency isn't very much the same...some guy is freaking irritating at times, calls me names, thinks he's funny etc. the girls...haiz..i duno wat to say to them. i have a feeling they dun realli like me either. i behave rather weirdly whenever im with them simply becos im disinterested in watever they are doing/saying. im always rushing off to somewhere..im impatient..they walk so slowly...pack their stuff so slowly...wah lau.

someone tell mi how am i gonna survive work in future.

oh, i bought 4 language books from borders ytd! yay. my korean dictionary, a japanese phrasebook, a malay phrasebook, and a french dictionary as a bday present for bernard kor kor!! whee!! if only i haf more time to learn other languages! can't wait for family medicine! HAHA. slack time.

♥Bid Farewell